Nothing Much Has Happened

Ah, life is its usual monotonous drawl of nonsensical things.

I've been MIA for the last three days on the internet world because I accompanied the grandparents to Houston in order to watch my perfect-ballerina-cousin and her concert. It was beautiful and enchanting, yet I couldn't capture any of it on photo because we weren't allowed to take pictures. :(

I will have a more elaborate account of my journey in Houston later... For now, let me transcend into flowery, nonsensical ramblings about how my life is, compared to those of individuals I stalk know.

Lately, it seems many have fallen into a large, inescapable abyss of misfortune, sadness, and harsh/negative introspection. And lots of loneliness.

All I can say is, suck it up, because I'll be there for you! As cheesy and corny as it sounds. So for those I can't contact (whether it be because of the time difference, or my own fear that you do not want to talk to me), I'd like to say, never worry it'll all be clear soon.

To Julia, because I really do love her like a little sister/ best friend and she's really kind of been an integral part of my life since my memory takes me even though I know she's not always been in my life:

DO NOT WORRY. I know we always seem to miss each other, I sign on when you're just about to leave and you come on when I'm not even fully awake, but remember that I'll be there no matter what! Whether it be through an unconscious wave of sympathy sent through our superbly awesome connected brains or from my random comments of "BAWWW I MISS YOUUUU," I'll always be there.

Of course, I know physical being, like actually being in your lonely apartment in the middle of god-knows-where in China is totally awesomer and cooler different than me just being their online to cheer you on, I hope you know that I'll try my hardest to make it seem like I'm there for you. Even though I'm not. D8

This loneliness that you are enduring, where it seems like no one is there to be there for you, it will soon wash away. As I see you talk to your wife and Alan a lot hahahaaa. I wish I could stay online longer, but unfortunately the parents often come and demand me to sleep. And I am forced to bow to their tyrannical rule of bedtime. I will try my hardest, however, to come online as soon as possible the next day, and so on and so forth.

Um, I lost my train of thought, and I had a whole meaningful thing to write to my awesome possum friend, but it's getting late and my brain has rebelled, and decided to shut down on me. :( I just hope this post, if you happen to read it, brings a smile to your face and gives you a little bit more courage. Remember, this is but a small part of your life, and soon enough September will roll back around. So right now, do what you want to do with the time you have left, think positively, and don't forget that there are others (Me, your wife who I have yet to meet D8, Alan, Skyle who I met for like... five seconds, and many more individuals) who will always be there to pull you back when you're precariously tilting over the edge of insanity caused by this insane and stupendously unpredictable world.


Remember Julia, I <3 you lots and I hope to see you soon online... We should video chat as we haven't done that yet? :O