Delirious and Kinda Cold

Soooo I had all these super-exciting-awesome-possum plans for Thursday, but I acquired something known as the common flu.... or some type of virus with flu-like symptoms. Thankfully, not the swine flu of course 8D. So I've kinda been in and out of consciousness these past few days and I've been really really weird. Dozing in and out of dreams, dreaming up weird stuff I don't remember, etc.

I can't even eat properly without my hand shaking 139823749837 mph fosho. D8

Besides that though, I've been feeling okay. As seen in my last conversation with mybfffffffff (because one forever is definitely not enough):
TOTALLY SCARED MYSELF LAST NIGHT
CUS MY FEVER KEPT RISING
AND I THOUGHT I EITHER HAD THE SWINE FLU
OR MY BRAIN WAS GONNA FRY UP
FROM RISING FEVERS
PSYCHED MYSELF OUT FOSHO
LOLOLOL
BUT THEN IWENT TO THE DOCTOR TODAY AND THE DOCTOR WAS BASICALLY LIKE
"LOL COMMON FLU-LIKE SYMPTOMS GO HOME"
AND.... SO NOW i'M HOME... GETTING HIGH OFF MY ASTHMA INHALERS
8D

(Note: Above is an abridged version of what has been happening these past few days.)

Yes, cool people always talk in CAPS. .... I had all these cool, profound things to say that would make me seem awesome and on drugs, but my brain just died. Must be the constant 99.5~100.4 fever I've been experiencing today. Oh well, when I get struck with more inspiration (or when I suck up more unnatural steroids from my ProAir HFA albuterol sulfate Inhalation Aerosol) I'll spout some SUPA COOL METAFORS. (Yes, I know it's spelled wrong.)

I'll leave you with the SUPA COOL METAFOR I gave my bfffffffff:
IT'S LIKE
A REALLY BAD GAME OF TELEPHONE
WHERE AS THE WORD TRANSFERS FROM EAR TO EAR
IT GETS LIKE MUTILATED
INTO THIS EVIL MUTANT WORD

(Note: This was on recent Dramuuuu that happened. It was all, like I said, a really bad game of telephone.)

DO U LIEK MAH METAFOR?

Back to Back?

Yesterday was fun! SO FUN! It was definitely an experience that I'll never forget, hanging out with old friends, and coming together again, something I had feared that we'd never do again. It only proved to me that the bond we had created in the beginning was too hard to break, as cheesy as that sounds... I'm glad we all took time out of our lives to enjoy ourselves in the company of friends in a very stress-free environment. (But it's way too stressful to drive certain people around... People that I have to keep threatening to kick out of the car... >_<)

Is this a new start for a new cosplay group? I have no clue. I doubt we'll ever totally be the exact same as we were three years ago, but I still love how we're getting together again! I want to do group cosplays, but will anyone else want to do one?

And Sam brought up a good point when we were driving to his house... We didn't really do any deep conversations, so we weren't able to catch up on each others' lives... However, I thought the gathering was a good start, no?

I'm sure there's only good things that can come up... We were discussing One Piece cosplay, but Tonya seemed hesitant about it. Maybe we shouldn't force a group cosplay just yet then...

EDIT: BTW I GOT SUPER SHOTS THAT ONE DAY I WENT TO THE DOCTOR. AND ARE TB TESTS SUPPOSED TO LOOK LIKE WEIRD PINK RASHY HOLES? I FEEL LIKE THAT'S BAD?

Ho Hum...

So I was kept up last night over reminiscing about super dramuuu... And a deathly stomach ache... But this past month has been a blissful month of just forgetting/burying past issues deep in the recesses of... nothingness. And that bothers me.

I hope that we're all still friends, even though I kind of fell off of the face of the earth when it came to contacting them. Maybe we'll say "Hi" in passing, or some crazy stuff like that. We'll see, I guess.



Anyways other stuff... I'm going to the doctor's today... My last check-up before I go to Bryn Mawr :O. I don't like shots though, and I have to get like 234234234235345454 shots by the end of today because I need to get all my vaccines and crap. I dislike that. A lot.

Also, I just spent 126 dollars on scrapbooking stuff. I should get to work on that actually, considering the fact that I spent a BUTTLOAD of money. I hope it'll end up as pretty as I hope it'll be... But I lack artistic sense when I don't have directions... Maybe I'll look up scrapbooking tutorials or something. D8 (My mom better appreciate the effort :x)

Notice how I tend to use lots of smilies when the issues I talk about are a lot more lighthearted...

First Entry = First Big Change?

I've been meaning to have a little blog, a little record of the going-ons of life. What a better time to start a blog - when I've just finished high school and I'm going to a totally different place.

High school... It was four years in all-too familiar settings: Pleasanton, California, a two-story house with my two parents and my 1500 dollar dog.

College, only three months away, one measly summer break away, and I'll soon be finding myself across the country in Pennsylvania. There, I'll have close to no friends or family, an east coast historical building to live in, and definitely a new start. That'll be interesting, for sure. We'll see how it goes.

I want to start all over again, as if I'm a totally new person. I fantasize about new clothing, a new attitude, and a new group of friends. But I can't help but realize I'll most likely revert back to my original self, kind of reserved but outgoing at times, sarcastic, undeniably nerdy, and a constant back and forth of introversion and extroversion... We'll see how things go, I guess.

Graduation was fun though. Of course, I expected at least one tear to be shed, and I was almost certain I should've felt the finality of it all. But instead, I find myself not really feeling the end. To tell the truth, part of me still expects to go to high school tomorrow and part of me still feels like staying in Pleasanton forever. I've never truly expected college so soon, and I have yet so many plans with my friends, secrets to share, and unknown things to unearth. Obviously, time did not wait for me to finish up all of my plans.

I'll just have to fill my summer schedule up to the brim with activities and get-togethers I suppose.