Sunday, June 14, 2009

First Entry = First Big Change?

I've been meaning to have a little blog, a little record of the going-ons of life. What a better time to start a blog - when I've just finished high school and I'm going to a totally different place.

High school... It was four years in all-too familiar settings: Pleasanton, California, a two-story house with my two parents and my 1500 dollar dog.

College, only three months away, one measly summer break away, and I'll soon be finding myself across the country in Pennsylvania. There, I'll have close to no friends or family, an east coast historical building to live in, and definitely a new start. That'll be interesting, for sure. We'll see how it goes.

I want to start all over again, as if I'm a totally new person. I fantasize about new clothing, a new attitude, and a new group of friends. But I can't help but realize I'll most likely revert back to my original self, kind of reserved but outgoing at times, sarcastic, undeniably nerdy, and a constant back and forth of introversion and extroversion... We'll see how things go, I guess.

Graduation was fun though. Of course, I expected at least one tear to be shed, and I was almost certain I should've felt the finality of it all. But instead, I find myself not really feeling the end. To tell the truth, part of me still expects to go to high school tomorrow and part of me still feels like staying in Pleasanton forever. I've never truly expected college so soon, and I have yet so many plans with my friends, secrets to share, and unknown things to unearth. Obviously, time did not wait for me to finish up all of my plans.

I'll just have to fill my summer schedule up to the brim with activities and get-togethers I suppose.

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