Tuesday, September 14, 2010

Monotony

I was really excited to get back to college life and its wonderful perks and fun. However, I feel like I've just hit a stop. I'm not sure what it is that's making me feel really really bored, but it's starting to take a toll on me I think.

Life just seems so... Monotonous. Like there's nothing going for me. Every day it's the same deal, wake up, go to class. Eat lunch. Go to more classes. Come back to dorm. Go on Facebook. Go to Dinner. Do some homework. Take a shower. Do more homework. And the cycle goes on and on. The monotony that I had so eagerly escaped from home is now harassing me here.

Maybe I was expecting too much from the freedom of college. In the end, I'm holding myself back by being too stressed out over academics. All the things that run through my brain are: I can't do this because of my GPA, I can't do that because I need to work on my GPA, this is bad for my future.

What happened to the present?

I think I need to re-evaluate my course of action this semester. Last year was so fun for me, so what am I doing wrong?